Well, well, well!
God there are so many things running through my mind right now! First off- that post was from 8 months ago!
Since then, my "online-date-divorced-with-3-kids" guy and I have dated, broken up annnd then gotten back together. It's still so strange to me that we met online. It was the first time I'd ever done anything like that and I've really enjoyed our time together. Aside from all the BS that surrounded us the last couple months. Now that THAT'S over... all smiles here.
Second- I am TOTALLY kickin' ass at work these days! That horrible performance review really checked my ass with a cold upper-hook to the face. I am LUCKY to have a job. Admittedly, don't get it twisted, I have to continuously remind myself of that. Sometimes I have awful days.
I STILL don't have a car. YES I KNOW. Ugh. I hate thinking about it. I have been saving though. My dad even took me car shopping last weekend. NO LUCK. I'm not trying to generalize here but are ALL car-salesmen assholes?! I mean I get it. I'm not unreasonable- you need to make as much money off a sale as you can. OK but when I come in with bad credit, a smallish down payment and a request to put me in something NO higher than a $350/month car payment WHY I ask you would you not do that for me?! Jesus. I would have bought a car that night. Instead I was poked and prodded and walked out of there (to my boyfriends car) with no keys. I have since decided to take the money that I had saved for a down payment and use that to pay off some bills that show up on my credit report. I can start from scratch and save up some more money for a car in a few months. I need to pay off my debt. Otherwise- I'm stuck going to a dealership that will finance bad credit and NO I'm not judging here but- that's embarrassing.
I'm totally rambling! I missed writing. It was therapeutic for me. I really need to take time to do things for ME. Even if there's no one to listen, follow or comment on my postings... It still feels good to vent. It's like... An online journal!
I say like a lot. That's also embarrassing.
G'night.
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