*angry cartoon face*

Is it really true that if you're bored you are boring?! And what's the difference between being bored and just... not feeling like doing anything "normal" but still feeling antsy!? I mean- I realize that I'm rather high strung. It's a lot for some people to handle. I can be loud and all in your face at times too. Not in a bad way but more like... in an excited/feisty way. Of course I have nights where I just want to be lazy and do nothing but most of the time I want to be out meeting new people or down the street at the local bar with a shot of Fireball & a Coors Light, playing darts. Is that so wrong?! That I just get BORED sitting around in front of the television on the weeknights? I realize I work tomorrow mmmkayyy but so what?! Just because I work tomorrow it's not OK for me to go out and drink my face off have a beer or two?! I am  I think REALLY what this post is about is judgmental assholes and how OMG SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO YELL! **deep breaths**

I'm going to finish out the work day, go home, have a FEW BEERS and try to CHILL out!

I need a vacation. Thank GOODNESS my b-day is coming up and I took those 4 days off. Stay-cation it is. Then if I get drunk on a damn Tuesday night NO ONE WILL JUDGE!

 Errr... actually I'm sure someone would. 

Always arguing with myself. Whatever. GTFO.

(Random idea: Stop forgetting you own BF3 and actually play it!)

Again...but grey

Did the sock bun thing again. Kept my bangs in. Yeahhh.... That's all grey. Screw y'all!! I'll be 25 soon. Whateverrrr....

Entry #whateverrrr Day #5: Smile!

Today's #marchphotoaday theme was Smile!! This is a picture of me (like, duh!) Smiling & wearing my Archer tee. I generally laugh like a total crazy person the entire way through the show! Do you not?! ;) #archer

WTF?!...over.

10-4! Roger that!
No. No I do not roger that! That being the strange dreams I've been having and the generally "off" feeling I've been feeling. Seriously- WHY hasn't anyone found a way to control dreams? I'm not talking Inception here. I mean just basic stuff- like turning them on or off. I've been having dreams of people I've never met before and BARELY even know! Bloggers and other random people I've met online. It is so strange to wake up and for the first ten seconds feel a legitimate connection with these people. Oh, but then you realize "Wow. That was a dream and I don't really know him/her."
*sad face*

Entry #17: Bedside

I was a bit excited to share this photo for day number 4 of the #marchphotoaday challenge because of my kitty. The theme was Bedside and I swear to it I have the most cuddly kitty ever. At least that I've ever had. I'm not a cat person per say but growing up had several. I love this one to bits. His name is Bagheera (from The Jungle Book!) and he's a bit over a year old. I rescued him last August and he's been great company and provided lots of laughter (as well as TONS of snuggles) ever since! 

There he is... omitting tiny snores wrapped in my Snuggie. Yep. I have a Snuggie and ya know what?! 

I love it *smirk*

Entry #16: Da hood

Today's #marchphotoaday was Neighborhood. Now- I don't live in a gorgeous neighborhood by any means. I wanted to go take a walk down by the river and get some really great photos but today was dull, grey & gloomy. It's not that pictures on days like that can't turn out wonderful but to be honest- I didn't want to go outside. Soooo I played Cinderella and cleaned most of the day. Studio is lookin' good!! Here's a few lame shots of my neighborhood... 

(Photos taken with PicFrame)

Entry #15: Fruity

Yo yo yo!! In my usual style I waited until the last moment (literally was right around midnight) to take a picture for #marphotoaday challenge! The theme was Fruit! So naturally... I had to include myself in this photo some how. So- here's my day two photo!

(I'm wearing my You Have Died of Dysentery t-shirt! #oregontrail #bustedtees )

Entry #14.1: TRIPPIN'

Sooooo I'm SUPER upset that I can't find one of my favorite songs on iTunes. Does anyone else have this problem but me?! I've looked for three songs in the last two days & iTunes has NONE of them!! I'm posting this link so that I can ALWAYS find it. I love this song. It's complicated... yet totally simple... just like me.
Trippin'- Toni Braxton

Entry #14: Up!

HOLLA!!! I was really hoping to get an awesome picture of a crisp & sunny day for my March Photo A Day post today (the theme was UP) but alas- I am in Seattle and it was grey and gloomy! I took a pic of my fav lamp :) It adds a spark of color and a bit of spunk to my little studio! And it's tall so.. it's up right?! Ha. SO... here's "UP!"

Entry #13: Month end....again?!

Ew. Month end. Anyone who's ever worked in a finance department before most likely know this disdainful time of month. 12-13 hour day... everyone running at you with last minute things that need to close "OMG YESTERDAY DO IT NOW!!!". I made it. Made it through yet another one! Hoooray! Now I'm home. Relaxing and feeling moderately satisfied with the way the day turned out. Until I stumbled upon THIS little gem! I recently ran across the blog of a guy who I find hilarious (mattysoftmitts). This is a video he re-blogged. 

Check it out. I went from moderately satisfied to freakin' great. 

Entry #12: Photo Fun!

I've decided to join in on the photo madness that has taken over the blog-o-sphere lately! It looks like tons of fun! I wish I would have known about it in January. It would have been so neat to do it for an entire year and then create a photo album out of all the pictures! At any rate to keep me in line I will be posting them here! :)

Here's the link where I found this idea. I love this lovely lady!

Entry #11: Sock Bun

TOTALLY posting this cuz I'm pretty proud of it. I've been reading all these blogs from girls and they be all liiiiike "ZOMG THE SOCK BUNNN IS SOOO COOO!!!"
So... I tried it, And even tho I've yesterday's make-up onnnnn lemme sayyyy....it's cute.


So...
I posted this last night. And I'm not sure why. It really doesn't look that cute. I mean, the picture doesn't do it justice. It's really quite adorable seriously LOL
*tsk*tsk* for posting after shots of Fireball OMG.

Entry #10.1: Is this normal?

WOW am I feeling like a whiny little beeyotch today! Ever wake up and just feel... off?! Yeah that's me today. Which is strange because I had a good weekend. Today has been a fairly normal day at work. Something is just on edge inside me. I can feel it waiting to blow up at the next tiny thing that aggrivates me. HA. Great. 

On another note... I just realized that the concert I'm going to as part of my birthday celebration is only 12 days away! Woot! :D

I think I'm bored. Maybe that's it. Bored with the same 'ol job, same scenery , same friends. That sounds bad. I love my friends. Dearly. But I think I need some new ones in my life. Still sounds bad. Just know if you read this and I know you... I didn't mean it that way. I swear.

What needs to happen is for me to finish out the mundane work day, go home, smoke a bowl, read and pass out. Hopefully by then some of the amazing blogs I follow will have posted some more things and I can continue to procrastinate finishing The Virgin Suicides 

Tomorrow I'll feel better I'm sure. Right? Yes. 

Entry #10: Monday, this is how you make me feel...

Teddy Roosevelt always said...

For real. 

Entry #9: OMG HI!!!!!

Well, well, well!

God there are so many things running through my mind right now! First off- that post was from 8 months ago!

Since then, my "online-date-divorced-with-3-kids" guy and I have dated, broken up annnd then gotten back together. It's still so strange to me that we met online. It was the first time I'd ever done anything like that and I've really enjoyed our time together. Aside from all the BS that surrounded us the last couple months. Now that THAT'S over... all smiles here. 

Second- I am TOTALLY kickin' ass at work these days! That horrible performance review really checked my ass with a cold upper-hook to the face. I am LUCKY to have a job. Admittedly, don't get it twisted, I have to continuously remind myself of that. Sometimes I have awful days.

 I STILL don't have a car. YES I KNOW. Ugh. I hate thinking about it. I have been saving though. My dad even took me car shopping last weekend. NO LUCK. I'm not trying to generalize here but are ALL car-salesmen assholes?! I mean I get it. I'm not unreasonable- you need to make as much money off a sale as you can. OK but when I come in with bad credit, a smallish down payment and a request to put me in something NO higher than a $350/month car payment WHY I ask you would you not do that for me?! Jesus. I would have bought a car that night. Instead I was poked and prodded and walked out of there (to my boyfriends car) with no keys. I have since decided to take the money that I had saved for a down payment and use that to pay off some bills that show up on my credit report. I can start from scratch and save up some more money for a car in a few months. I need to pay off my debt. Otherwise- I'm stuck going to a dealership that will finance bad credit and NO I'm not judging here but- that's embarrassing. 

I'm totally rambling! I missed writing. It was therapeutic for me. I really need to take time to do things for ME. Even if there's no one to listen, follow or comment on my postings... It still feels good to vent. It's like... An online journal! 

I say like a lot. That's also embarrassing. 

G'night.